The last time I saw my father he seemed so scared and disappointed. The last time I saw my mother it seemed like she barely even knew me. The last time I saw my brother, man, I can't even remember that far back. The last time I saw my grandpa alive he didn't recognize me.
This time last year everything seemed so different. I never thought I'd get this bad again. Now the skies are flickering with light pollution. I don't know how I wound up in this world I'm in.
I look at my reflection, contemplate this disconnection, tell myself I'm doing alright these days. That might be a lie, but I'm not even sure if I can feel anything anymore anyway.
I wake up still drunk and wondering about the blood I'm covered in. I can't believe that I did this again. I'm feeling so alone these days. I wonder if I could be okay with anything anymore anyway, because it's just not getting any better.
Every time I leave the house I can't take my eyes off the fucking ground, so I guess I probably won't see you around. That don't really matter much, if I can't talk to anyone. I'm too young, or dumb, or drunk and this decade really fucking sucks.
Girl and Her Bad Mood are a dreampop band from Indonesia who excel at nestling heartbreakingly beautiful melodies amidst silvery guitars. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 23, 2023
This outstanding compilation of bands from Indonesia puts a focus on atmospheric pop and rock music, with hooks 20-stories high. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 3, 2022
Taking cues from Midwestern emo and early ’10 pop punk, this Leeds, UK outfit are full of heart— not to mention hooks. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 21, 2022
A new track from Pretty Matty finds the band in top form, delivering clean yet crunchy hook-laden power pop with trademark high energy. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 25, 2020